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A heart pour-outs of a girl who thinks she wrote better to express herself than saying her thoughts out loud.
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People fail to have new dreams. People separate to meet new faces. People are fooled to mature. And people are hurt to learn and grow. Experiencing what i had experienced were the ones that helped me to learn from my mistakes, to grow from my immaturity. And to live the life that i currently have
EF

Dear my insecurities,

To your presence that often show upon my-anxious-self, i never blame nor i want to burden myself by thinking you are unwanted. Indeed, sometimes you do.

To your presence resulting the sadness to appear within my feelings, it often hurts, but i can’t confirm that i don’t feel relief at the same time because i can relay my sadness.

To your presence that makes me wanted to scream in irritation, because right on the time you’re showing up, i couldn’t help but feel lonely and pathetic. To sum up all the feelings i’d get from you is, pain. Unwillingly, i need to confirm this so that i am no longer suffocating.

But, because of you, the mighty word called insecure, with your presence which often ticking me up and regardless how much i hate you, but at the same time i can sense the gratefulness, i’m going to feel, will come after. Other than all the negatives, the ugly and unpleasant feelings you caused, there come the realisation that i should treasure the good things in my life, which god have gifted and about to give to me.

With that, i have to always feeling grateful towards the good and bad things running to me.

To the presence of insecurities which make me feel unsettle, resulting me to have to cheer my poor self, trying healing the hurt me. and making sure that i should do even better, i should work harder to get what i want. I HAVE to in order to reach the success, and everything done perfectly, definitely.

By your presence, dear the mighty insecurities, i once again being reminded whether the bad things will be tailed by the beautiful happenings rewarded afterwards.

The process to come to realisation of gratefulness may need quite a long time, but it is worthwhile.

Everything in life, i believe, will have a happy ending. You need to sacrifice a little to get something better in return. You have to invest first and so you’ll earn.

E, 12-7-2014 7:25PM WIB

 

 

The most unforgettable people are the ones you let into your life without any hesitation; the ones that come easy and go hard; the ones you don’t quite remember meeting because somehow, somewhere and at some undefinable point in time, they just became a part of you
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‘Cause actually, the deeper we care into something, the more we invest to the probability of a heartbreak. But perhaps, better to take risk than nothing at all. Cause altough a heartbreak could be the final result we’d gotten if the care would be paid by a betrayal, but we still get and feel the happiness in the process and with that everything still bearable. The process still worth the result after.
At least, we give hope and we can’t always expect a perfect outcome as how we wish it would become.

A realization i got after the whole drama happens to my beloved family fandom.

#WYF

Indeed, no one’s living a perfect life. As smoothly as it is seen by the outsider. It’s still have a weakness, realize it or not, and sometimes is the thing which unconsciously ticked their nearest one’s nerve off often.
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You don’t need to make yourself starve a relax breathing. A successful bussinessman needs to loosen their tie once in a while. A perfectionist needs a break to see the possibility of any imperfections. Once in a while give yourself a freedom to enjoy the life however it naturally is. Making yourself working so hard in a long time is definitely tiring.
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